Rice文章 mary loh chieu kwuan

1、Rice文章 mary loh chieu kwuanRice1Fluffy? white flakes in a porcelain bowl. Steam rises and with it, the particular fragrance. Like a kind of incense, it wafts? and weaves so many, many memories.2 “Rice is /doc/e155ff315ef7ba0d4b733ba1.htmle and eat,”Ma calls to no one in partic

2、ular. With the regularity of clockwork, dinner at our house is always served at 7:30 p.m., and we are gathered at the table for dinner. The meal is eaten in reverent? silence, slowly and with meaningful silence. The plates are emptied and quietly we collect the dishes for washing. This gradually cha

3、nged, bit by bit as each of us grew busy with work that kept us backat the office. But this I long remember of a family ritual：we have always had rice for dinner. Rice was served even when we had turkey at Christmas. Pa would always have his ubiquitous? bowl of rice and Ma would always serve it.3Ma

4、taught me how to cook rice at the age of ten.4“Okay, one milk tin full for four people. Empty the tin of rice into this pot. Now, pick out all the sand and unhusked rice and if you see any little black crawling weevils?，pick them out and squeeze them to kill them.5 “Now fill the pot with water. You

5、put both hands in the pot and rub the grains of rice gently between your hands. Now pour out the water and be careful that not a single grain of rice spills with the water. Rice isprecious, remember that.6 “Fill your pot once again and rinse the rice one more time. This time the water should be :alm

6、ost clear.7Put your hand there, flat on the top of the ricenow fill the water up to the level of theknuckle of your finger. Too much water and youll be eating porridge. Too little, youll be eatinguncooked grains which taste like sand.8 “Let the rice boil for five minutes. Stir and lower the flame.9

7、“Stir to make sure that the rice does not stick to the bottom of the pot. Cover and let it cook over a slow flame until the water dries up. Turn off the fire. The rice is now ready to be served.”10 Thereafter twice a week, until I went to university, I had the duty of cooking rice for the family.11

8、“Ma, please come home”12 “I c.cant. I d.dont want to.”13 The cars roared past us and before us, their headlights blinding us. There had been a big fight at home, over what I forget now, but Pa had said something, something about duty and responsibility. Ma answered back. Pa raised his voice. Soon th

9、ere was shouting and more shouting. A plate was thrown, the crashing resounding through the house. More crashing sounds, more shouting. We covered our ears, trying in vain to block out the noise and confusion. Even then, I heard Pa say, “Go. See if Icarethe clothes you wear, the roof over your head

10、and the food you eat, everything you have you owe to me and you bloody well dare to answer back.14 Suddenly, there was a silence.15 Ma ran out of the house into the rainy night.16 “Come home, please, Ma please, Ma.”17 “Go home, you go home. Your Ma wants to die here.”18 “Please, Ma，I dont want you t

11、o die.”19 “Go home. The others have to eat. Go home and serve your Pa his rice.”20 “No, Ma，I wont go home.I wont go home without you”21 “Go home, I tell you, go home and serve your Pa his rice.”22 We stood there for the longest time, the cars hooting us to warn us from standing too close to the edge

12、 of the pavement I did not dare to let go of her hand. My hands hurt from holding her hand so tightly. Slowly, bit by bit, I could feel the slack, the tension easing. Both of us sobbed in silence. Mas shoulders drooped and slowly I was allowed to lead her home. We left the main road and slowly made

13、our way through the quiet suburban lanes, the winding alleys and finally reached home. 23 Pa sat stone-faced before the television, his face grim, his lips setin a straight line. He refused to say a word. I led Ma into her bedroom, closed the door and went into the kitchen. Lifting up the cover of t

14、he pot,I spooned the thick white flakes into Pas bowl and set the bowl on the table.24 “Pa, time to eat.”25 Silence.26 “Pa, eat rice.”27 “Dont want to eat”28 The bowl of rice sat on the end of the table, getting colder and colder.29 After that, without fail, day after day, for as many days as there

15、were in a year, Ma would place a steaming hot bowl of rice before Pa. Even if she had to go out for her mahjong games in the afternoon, she would return in time to serve the bowl of rice. If she was going out in the evening, she would wait till Pa had finished his bowl of rice and had laid aside his

16、 chopsticks.Only then would she pick up her bag and leave on her occasional outings.30 I hate eating white rice. White rice is blandand boring. It has to be made more interesting .With a variety of other dishes. One hardly eats rice on its own, to savor its full-bodied flavor, simply because it has

17、none. It is a staple, a stomach filler, little else. make concessions for brown rice, which I cat sparingly, more as a health lad rather than as real food. I am, my Ma says, “western-educated,” and prefer home-mo sek. Pasta is a definite favorite, All kinds of it, from capellini to Iettucine tolasag

18、na , smothered with thick creamy sauces, and yes, I love cheese - the Bleus with their colored blue green ridges and sharp-smelling Bries which tum Ma green with disgust. Parmesan toasts had me turned out of the house because no one could bear the smell of the cheese I was eating- which is a continu

19、al joke to my neighbors who see roe fitting in the garden in the evenings, chewing on foul-smelling toasted bread. Of course, I like breads, French, Danish, Manoucher deli-style sandwiches with pickles* and relishes , sandwiches which are so large that two hands arc required to grip the bread togeth

20、er while large mouthfuls are chewed vigorously and then swallowed. Yes. dont forget salads. I am the resident rabbit in the office - please pass the greens over. Healthy crunchy lettuces with loads of lovely dressings make my day. But rice . I cannot take rice two meals in a row. Id rather go hungry

21、.bland: not highly flavored,mild, tasteless.31 I remember that Ma was very particular that we never wasted any rice. Not a single grain was to be left on the plate or else, every single grain left would appear m ugly marks on the face of our eventual intended . Certainly not wanting to marry any man

22、 with a scarred or marred complexion, we faithfully cleaned out plates and through our dating years, every close encounter with men with chronic acne resulted in real guilt that perhaps, just perhaps, this might be retribution for that one plate of rice we had not finished. /32 When I went to Univer

23、sity and did Philosophy, the logic of this underwent severe examination. Did some, say, scientists in China, gather up two separate groups of women as a test case for this hypothesis? Did they force one group to finish their plates of rice clean? And the other, not? Did they then observe and track t

24、he progress of both groups through life till marriage and deduce conclusively, based upon empirical findings, that girls who did not finish their rice would marry pock-marked husbands? Why did this rule never apply to men? Or did it?33 I hate that bowl of rice. I hate what that bowl of rice means.34

25、 I remember my grandmothers favorite rice-bowl, the one from which each noonday and evening she would lift to her face and shovel the white rice into her open mouth. It was I t creamy white bowl with a swirl of blue outside. It was grandmother s special rice-bowl, one with which she associated fond

26、memories, memories which she did not share with any of us. I remember gingerly handling it when we held it over the basin of soapy water. My older sister would carefully rinse it. wipe it dry and put it into the great wooden cupboard, only to take it out again, at the next mealtime, to scoop the sof

27、t white grains gently into the bowl.35 It was an accident! We didnt mean for it to break, Grandmothers precious bowl. It was an accident, the bowl slipped! We clutched desperately, our fingers barely missing the rim and finding only empty air The silence in the kitchen reverberated with the crash as

28、 the bowlshattered into a thousand pieces. We looked shame faced at each other, before Grandmother came bursting in.36 We left the house that day. Pa, Ma, my sisters and my brother. In silence, we gathered up our belongings and stepped through the old gate of the family home without a backward glanc

29、e. I remember the last word my grandmother said, a word which I had heard her mutter under breath for so long: fan-thong.37 In Cantonese, a fan-thong or vessel for rice is used as an epithet . It implies that a person than a receptacle of rice, that all the rice that has been consumed is wasted and

30、therefore such a person is useless.38 We never saw my grandmother after that, not even when she passed away. /39 So I married Brian Worth, an Englishman whose idea of great cuisine was bangers and beans and whose face was as smooth as a babys bottom, though he swore he had chronic acne during his te

31、enage years. Aside from his wit, his love for the same kind of music and writers drew us closer, making us more than good friends. When he proposed, I thought, what a relief, I can handle bangers and beans and the occasional steak and potatoes. Heck, I could even do a turkey at Christmas, complete w

32、ith cranberry sauce and pudding. I wont have to serve his rice every day, seven days a week, every week of the year.40 There was rice sprinkled at our wedding, instead of confetti. As weran down the aisle, the rice was scattered like rain. Afterwards, like monkeys, Brian and I picked the rice from e

33、ach other s hair. The sprinkling of rice was symbolic of fertility, just as in Singapore they had forced us to drive around with a pair of chickens, one male and one female. In the heat, one poor chicken expired, leaving the other one alone to weather the storms of marital pomp and ceremony. This, I

34、 hoped, was not a bad omen.41 “You are marrying a kwei-lo ! Why do you want to bring more chap-cheng kia? into the world?” Pa snorted in disgust.42 “Pa, Brian is not a kwei-lo. Brian is Brian. Im not marrying a race. I am marrying a man.”43 “I tell you, they are all the same. Your Pa has seen how th

35、ey always behave, so smelly and dirty, always getting drunk. You think they are getting serious with you. So many Chinese girls have been fooled. They are all alike, these kwei-los. All the same.44 “And I tell you, your Pa drives the school bus around for so many years, I know the chap-cheng kia are

36、 the worst. All like monkeys,climbing here and there and always fighting. never respect their parents. Your children will be exactly the same.45 “Pa, I think youre wrong. Brian respects you and he respects Ma. Look, he is always helpful and kind to Ma. He is not a tourist or a sailor and even if he

37、were, not all sailors or tourists are the same.46 “Pa, he cares about me. You dislike him because of the color of his skin but Pa, underneath we are all the same. I am marrying a man and not a race. He loves me and he will look after me and he doesnt treat me as if I was an inferior. Nothing you say will change my mind about marrying him.”47 Do what you like. Your Pa has noticing more to say. I am an old man. I have eaten more salt t