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ThedreamofXiangThespecificThepossibilityofundonealThedreamofThespecificdream……ThepossibilityofundonedreamalLaosheisamodernwriter,outstandingmasteroflanguage,isoneofthepioneersofthenewlitureinourcountry.HewhoseformernameisshuqingchunisamanchuinBei.Inhiswholelife,hewroteabout8millionliture.CamelXiangzi,whichisamasterpieceoflaoshe,wasmadein30s.Itmarkedthematurityoflaoshe’snovelsandwasthehighestpeakoflaoshe’snovels.Thereisnodoubtthatitisalsothemostinfluentialnovelallovertheworld.CamelXiangzilsastory:Xiangziwhocomefromthecountrysideisabankruptcyyoungfarmer.Heishardworking,honestandfullofgoodness.Thecountrysidebroughtuphimbuthedidnotwanttobacktocountryside.XiangZiwhowasfromcountrysidetocitywantedtobearickshawbyownhonestlabor.Withdiligenceandperseverance,hespentthreeyearsinsavingmoney,finallyrealizedtheidealandbecamethegreatdiver.Butjusthalfayear,rickshawwasintheshudderingbydeserters.Xiangziloserickshaw,onlyheldbackthreecamels.Xiangzididnotloseheart,hewasstillstubborntoworkhardtosavemoneyforarickshaw.Butnothavingwaitingforhimtobuyarickshaw,hispartofmoneyhadbeenblackmailedbydetective.Atthemoment,hisdreamwasdisillusionedagain.WhenXiangzicaughthisrickshawagain,hehasmarriedwithHuniu.Hismarriagehelpedhimachievehisdream.Asaflashinthepan,hisbeautifullifedidnotlastlong.WhenhiswifeHuniudiedinchildbirthandhisloverXiaofuzisuicided,hislifeultimayandcompleywasshattered.Xiangzibegantoloseanydesireandconfidenceforlife,andcannolongersummonupthecouragetolive.Attheend,Xiangzicorruptedas“citygarbage”.Hehadtomakealifebyngoddjobs.Thispaperfocusesonpossiblefactorswhichleadtokillthedream.WewillstartfromXiangZitoexplorethereasonswhyourdreamsarekilled.WeallknowXiangziishardworking,honestandfullofconfidenceforlifeatfirst.Althoughheunderwentmuchdifficulty,heretainedhisconfidenceanddiligenceforlifeagainagain.Butwhyhisendingissomiserable?Whatpossiblefactorsleadtohisending?Theseproblemspuzzledusforsolongtime.Nowitistimetosolveit.Asweallknow,themajorityofpeopleareasambitiousasXiangZiatfirst.Theyhavegreatambitions,butonlyafewpeoplehaveachievedtheirideal.Whydotheyfail?Whatpossiblefactorsleadtofail?Wearedesiretofindoutthecause.Dreamisakindofexpectationforfuture.Itisasuchthingthatletyoufeelpleasedabouteverything.Sometimesitcanbeseenasareligion.Thebasiccharacteristicsofdreamareasfollow:First,dreamcandescribethefuture.Second,dreamdependsonthe alexperience.Third,somedreampossessesillusoryattribute,andtheyarefarfromthereality.Forth,dreampossessesakindof.Everypeoplehavedifferentdream.Whateverdreamsarebigorsmall,achieveornot,goodorbad,theyallleadthepeopletochoosethelifewhattheywanttoliveandthe whattheywanttobe.Tosomeextent,dreamreflectthetoughreality,sopeoplewanttochange.Whereas,fromanother,itisthesedreamthathavepromotedthedevelopmentoftheeconomy,haveimprovedthequalityofeducation,haveimprovedmedicalconditions,haveenhancedresearchstrength.Apoetryaboutdreamlswell:Dreamislikethetreeandholduptheshadowforyou.Dreamislikethelightanddissolvecoldwintersnow.Dreamislikethewaterandwatertheseedoflife.Dreamislikethesunandlightthewayforward.ThedreamofXiangThespecificXiangZiwhowasfromcountrysidetocityareinwantofarickshawbyownhonestlabor.ThepossibilityofundoneOnewholivesinsocietywillinturnberestrictedbysociety.ItwasuniversallyacknowledgedthatthestoryCamelXiangzihappenedinthe1920sto1930s.Duringthistime,warsbetweennewandoldwarlordsbrokeoutin.Asthepoliticalcenterofnorth,Beiwasinastrong,sickandevilsociety.Withtheruraleconomydeclining,Xiangziwhowasapeasantwantedtochangehisfate,sohewenttoBeitomakealiving.Atthattime,therickshawpullerwasaflexibleandwell-paidjob,soXiangzialsowantedtobearickshawpuller.Andhehopedonedayhecouldpossesshisownnewrickshaw.Threeyearsofhardworkhavesavedonehundredyuanforhim.Whenhethoughthecouldfinallyliveasoundlife,somethingunfortunatehappened.WarlordsinfightingoutsideBei.Hisrickshawwasrobbedbysoldiers.Moreover,hewascaughtintothebarrackstobeacoolie.Hestillworkedhardandretainedenthusiasmforlifenotwithstandinghisdreamwaskilledfirst.WhenhewentbacktoBeiagain,herentedarickshawfroma tosavemoneyforhisseconddream.ButwhenheworkedforYangowner,hesufferedharshtorture.Fromhereyoucansee,inthosedarkages,whatthemiserablelifethesepeoplewholivedabottomofsocietylived！Butatthemoment,XiangZistillconfidenceforlife.Healwaysreckonedhecouldchangehislifeandachieveddreambyworkinghard.Soheworkedhardstepbystep.AfamoussayingsaidEverythingcomestohimwhowaits.Havingspentseveraldays,XiangZisavedthemoneyforhisownrickshawagain.Butanotherfamoussayingsaidwelltoo:Lifeisalwaysfullofmisfortune.HispartofsavingmoneyhadbeenblackmailedbydetectiveinmansionofCao.Moreover,whenhecamebacktothe hewasdtomarryHuniu.Andheenduredthebityandpettinessoffamilylifeandmentalanguish.Atlast,Xiangzi’sdreamhadshatteredafterhiswifedied.Xiangziheldhisdreamagainandagain,butundertheabovesituations,hisdreamhadbeendestroyedagainandagainsoithadbeenshatteredintheend.Wehadtoadmitthatsocietyinthattimewasdarkandchaoticingreatdeal.Xiangziholdinghisdreamagainandagainwassouneasy.SoitwasoneofthereasonswhichledtohismiserableAchangeinone’s alityisalwaysaffectedbythepeoplearound.The inhislifeareHuniuandXiaoFuzi.Huniu,thedaughterofthecar ownerLiuSiye,wasstrong,simpleandhonest.Shewasbold,vigorousandcompetent.Andshehandledthingsneatly.Butshewasindolentatthesametime.Huniuwascontradictory.Ontheonehand,shewashonesttoXiangzi.Ontheotherhand,becausetheexploitationconsciousnessdeeplypenetratedherheart,sosheregardedhimasatooltosatisfyherdesire.ShecheatedXiangzithatshewaspregnant,sotheymarried.AndHuniuusedhermoneybuyarickshawforXiangzi.Whatahappything！ItrepresentedthatXiangzi’scametrue.Nevertheless,itseemedthattheluckofthegoddidnotlikehim.Huniureallywaspregnant,shewhohadhelpedXiangziachievehisdreamwasdiedunderthereasonofdystocia.Xiangzihadtosellhisrickshawtoexchangesomemoneytoburyher.Xiaofuzi,atypicalfeudaloppressionwoman,hadroundfaceandapairofsymmetricalbrow.Shewasyoung,diligentandpushy.Shesacrificedallshehadforherfamily,butshestillhavebeautifulpursuit.Shewas thatXiangziWhenXiangzigotdeepintohismiserablemarriage,itwasXiaofuzithatenrichedhislife.Inhismind,shewasthemostperfectwomanandthelasthopeinhisdirtyworldafterhiswifehaddied.Forthesakeofher,Xiangzilefthertomakealiving.Butwhenhecamebacktolookforher,hewastoldthatXiaofuzihaddiedbecauseshecouldnotbearthelifeinthebrothel.ShewasthelaststrawforXiangziinasense.Butnowshediedforever.WhetherHuniuorXiaofuzi,therewasdoubtlessthattheyaresignificantforXiangzi.Huniuhelpedhimachievedhisdream,butshedied.Aftershedied,Xiangzi’sdreamwasabsoluydestroyed.AnditismoreseriousthatwhenXiangziknownXiaofuzialsodied.Atthemoment,notonlyXiangzi’sdreamwasabsoluykilled,butXiangzilostenthusiasmandconfidenceforlifeforever.Sohedegeneratedgradually.Hestartedtocheat,steal,evenbetrayfriendsformoney.Hecaredaboutnothing.Ashisheartfell,hewasdead.(402)alAsweallknowa ’ssuccessandfailureofdependsonherselforhimself.Ifweyzethewholestoryearnestly,wecanfindthatXiangzi’stragedywasalsocausedbyhiscontradictory alities:overconfidentandblind,diligentandconservative.WhenXiangzihadtomakealivingfromruralareatocity,hewassosensitiveaboutthingswhichcouldhelphimearnmoney.Heobservedafewdaysthenfoundthatrickshawpullerwasaflexible,promisingjob.Themorethingshedone,themoremoneyhecouldearn.Soheresolvedtobearickshawpuller,andhedreamedthathecouldhavehisownrickshawoneday.Andhereckonedhewasqualifiedtoearnmoreandmoremoney.Becausehewassoconfidentinhimselfandhisbody.Hedeeplytrustedonhisstrongbody.Regardlessoftherumorthatmutinoussoldierswererobbingrickshawscame,Xiangziinsistedonworking.Hisstrongbodymadehimbelievedthateventhoughtheycaughthim,hecouldnotsuffermuch.Andhealsocouldrunaway.Afterall,howtallhewasandwhatastrongbodyhehad！Butlaterthingsweallknow.Henotonlylosthisrickshaw,butalsowascaughtintothebarrackstobeacoolie.HadXiangzinotbeenoverconfident,hewouldnotlosehisXiangzigetintotroublebecauseofhisblindness.Formanytimes,itpulledhimawayfromhisdream.Hestillfirmlybelievedwhathethoughtwasright.Thenhesuffereddefeatsandbecamefrustrated,disappointed,depressed,angryanddesperateandfinallyturnedintoabeast.Xiangziwasmuchdiligent.Whenhisdreamformedinhismind,hewasdeterminedtoworkhard.Andtherealityalsowasso.Xiangziputhisallheartonworking.Andhewantedtoliveabetterlifethroughphysicalwork.Butweallknewthathewasapeasantinnature.Sohewasconservativealthoughhewasdiligent.Whenotherpeople mendedthatheshouldpracticeusuryordeposithismoneyinthebank,hethoughtitwasthesafestwaytokeepmoneywithhim.ItwasthesafestwaythatcausedhismoneytobeblackmailedbyDetectiveSun.Whennewthingsemerged,Xiangziwasnotwillingtotry.Thisisreflectionofhisdeepconservation.Ifhecouldkeephismoneyinthebank,hecouldavoidhismoneybeingblackmailed.Andmaybehisdreamwouldcometrue.ThedreamofThespecificUnderthebackgroundofDream,wemusthaveaDreaminourheartfirst.ButtheDreamissowild.Itisonthisaccountthatwehavemanyspecificdreams.Becausepeoplewhoareyoungerthaneighteenyearsoldaremoreconcernedaboutexaminationitselfthantheirdream.Whattheycandoisobtaingreatgradebystudyinghard.Althoughitisfoundationalandessential,itisprematureforthemtotalkaboutandperformtheirdream.Anditisobviousthattheirpeopleattachmuchimportancetotheirgoingtogoodschoolofhighergradethantheirthemselvesdream.Sounderabovereasons,wejustresearchforthesepeoplewhoareeighteenandovereighteenyearsold.Ourstudyresultsasfollow.Specificdream: eadoctor; eascientist; eaastronaut;eateacher; eaworker; eageneralmanager; eatourguide;ea; eaphotographer; eadriver; eanaccountant;eanurse; eastarandsoon.ThepossibilityofundoneWearelivinginthe21stcentury.Thisisapeacefulage.ComparedwithXiangzi,wearesofortunate.Thereisnotawar.Therearenotbrutesolders.Andifyoudonotlovea,youabsoluycannotmarrywithhimorher.Soyouhavenottobearmentaldistress.Butweallknowthatanobjectcannotissheerperfect.Ithasbothgoodsideandbadside.Fromyoucansee,oursocietyisalsoso.Althoughithasmagnificentside,itstillhasafewlabilefactorsunderthebeautifulsurface.Heremainlytomentiontwopoints.Firstly,wehavetorefertoaword petition.With’snationalstrengthenhanced,inrecentdecadeseventwentyyears,economyaresoaring.Butitcomesalongthatstructuralcontradictionsbecauseofupgradingofanindustrialstructureandacceleratedprogressofagriculturemodernization.Addingtothisfundamentalreasonthatpopulationcardinalnumberisbigandthepeoplewhoarepreparingtoworkaresoaring,itisinevitabletoappearthisscenethatagreatnumberofpeoplecompeteforthesamejob.Thisisthereflectionthatdemandoutstripssupple.Althoughtheyhaveequalqualificationtothesamejob,majorityofthemwillfailtoachievetheirdream.Sometimesitisnotbecausetheyarenotgreatenough,butthechancesaresorare.Second,thechaosofinformationalsoisaproblemnottobeignored.Whetheryouwanttobeadoctororyouwanttobea,youbothhavetoseekforrelevantinformationsothatyoucangetaccesstoachieveyourdream.Forinstance,ifyoudreamofbeingadoctor,theserelevantinformationinclude:time,budgetandspotofrelevantqualification’sexamination;thetestsubjects;relevantreferencebooksofsubjectsandothers.Butwhenyouaregoingtolookforthesesinformation,youfindtheinformationalsourcesarevarious.Theyderivefromyourparents,yourfriends,yourteachers,yourcomputerandsoon.Butatthesametimeyouwillfindmostofthemarenotaccurate.Ourmarketsarebig,butaccurateinformationissmall.Accordingtothelateststudy,theinformationyoufindonlineissomuch,butaccurateinformationofthemmerelyaccountsfortwentypercent.Fromaboveyoucansee,ourinformationsystemisnot plete,evenischaotic.(398)WealsohavesignificantpeopleinourlifeasXiangzi.Theyareourparents,friends,relativesandteachers.Butsometimestheymightbethecausethatrestrictsourdream.Herewemainlydiscussparents,friendsandrelatives.pletestatisticsshowthatwhenachildwanttodothingsheorshedreams,ifthethingsarenotfavorabletothechild’sposition,status,healthandparentsandrelativesoverfiftypercentwilldeclinetosupporttheirchildren.Theybelievethatastablelifeismoresignificant.So,onthisaccount,apartofchildrenwillkilltheirdreambecauseofregard.Now,letusdrawourattentionsonourfriends.Anoldsayingsayswell:hethatliesdownwithdogs,willriseupwithfleas.Thatmeansifyouaresurroundedagroupofbadpeople,youaremaybeinfluencedbythem.Thereisastory:aseniorhadfoundabusinessopportunityoccasionallyduringhissophomoreyear.Thenhediscardedallhiscurriculumtofindacooperativepartnerinthesociety.Everythingcomestohimwhowaits.Afteroneyear,heearnedhisfirstmoney.Woodhighlightinthewoods,thewindwilldestroyit.Hissuccesscontributedtoenvyofhisfriends.Hebegantobeleftoutandhisbadrumorsspread.Hisfriendsreckonedheneglectedhisdutyandhecouldnotidentifytheimportance.Finally,hecouldnotstandsuchalife,andreturnedbacktoschooltocontinuehiscurriculumwhichismeaningless.Itisobviousthathetranslatedaoutstandingindividualintoamediocreindividual.Itishisfriendsaroundhimthatrestricthisdreamevenkillhisdream.Andweourselvesallknowthatsometimesourdeterminationaremadeintheincitementofourfriends.Friendsareimportant,butsometimestheyarethestumblingblockonthewaytoachieveourdream.alBeforewediscussthisfactor,letuslookattwoSinceitfoundedin1997,theshareofeToysinnetworksalesmarketunceasinglyexpanded.AnditgraduallygrewintoB2C merceleaderwhocouldbeonaparwithamazon.Atthesametime,ithad＄1.5millioninvalue.Butthehasbeenunabletomakeendsmeet.Thatwasthebiggestmatter.InOctober2000,the announcedtheforthquarterwasexpectedrevenuebetween＄210millionto＄240million.Unfortunay,theturnoverofeToysonly＄131million.ystspointedoutthattheeToysbankruptcyreasonwasmainlyduetopoormanagement.Accordingtothesearch, executivesweremorepeople.Theyhaddreams,hadideasforward,werefullofself-confidence,andputmoreenergyonbuildingupadvancednetwork merceinfrastructure.Theylivedoninvestmentandignoredactualbusiness.Aftertheyhadalargeamountofinvestment,theyspentmoneylikewater.Andmanyprojectsoverbudget.Moreover,theyspentalotofmanyonineffectiveadvertising,andhiredalotoftechnicalnelwhoseleveldidnotconformtohigh-paying.Fromhereyoucansee,onthewaytoachieveourdream,overself-confidentandblindnessisinadvisable.Theywilleventuallycontributetokillourdream.Thesecondexamplewaslikethis.SuchamortaldreamedtoswimfromanislandtoaCaliforniabeachtobreaktherecord.Thatday,theseafogged.Seawaterwasfroze.Inswimmingforlongaftersixteenhours,herlipswereblue,herwholebodyexhaustedandsheweretremblingceaselessly.Shelookedupforward,seeingintheslightoffog,asifthelandwasveryfarfromher.ItoccurredtoherthatitmightnotbeabletoswimthewholetourbecauseIcouldseetheshorestillnow.Thenherbodyinstantlycollapsedown,andithadnotenoughstrengthtoswim.Shesaidtoherpartnerontheboat,‘Draggedmeup’.Herpartnerstimulatedher,‘Stickto.Butsai,seetheshore.Pleasedragmeup.Dragmeup’So,shewhosewholebodyweretremblingwasdraggedontotheboat.Atthesametime,theleftpeopletoswim.Asshewrappedablanketanddrunkacupofhottea,herpartnerswungtheirarmstosheontheshore.Notuntilshesawthatfadecoastlineemergedfromthethickfrogdidsheacknowledgedherpartnerdidnottreather.Shewasreallyjustonefarfromtheend.Fromherewecansee,onthewaytoachieveourdream,tobeunabletosticktoisinadvisable.Itwilleventuallycontributestokillourdream.Theabovetwoexamplesarejustsmallpartofourmodernlife.Mostofpeoplehavedream,andmanyofthemiswillingtomakensoneverystage.Butfinallysuccessfulpeopleissorare.Exceptabovetwomentionedreasonswhichareover-confidentandblindnessandunabletostickto,therearesomeotherreasons.Becausesomepeopleislazy,theyhavenotimetoputtheirdreamintopractice.callthiskindofpeopleas‘visionaries’.Becausesomepeopleiseasytobetemptedbyavarietyofbadfactors,theyusuallylosepatienceontheirdream.Wecallthiskindofpeopleas‘impatient ’.Whicheverthereasons,ourown ingswillinfluenceourdream,evenkillourdreamtosomeextent.Whyareourdreamsslowlykilled?Firstly,societyfactoriscertainlypresent.Peoplewholivesindifferentagehasdifferentdreams.Andweallknow,dreamsaregeneratedinageandalsokilledbyage.FromXiangzi’spointofview,onthebackgroundofruraleconomydecliningandthewarbetweennewandoldwarlordbreakingout,Xiangzidreamstobearickshawpullertoliveabetterliving,butitisbrutesoldersthatrobhisrickshaw,consumehispatienceandgraduallykillhisdream.Justsimplyfromthispoint,itisreasonabletosaythatthesocietykillsdream.Nevertheless,frommodern’spointofview,thisopinionlookssoridiculous.ComparedtotheageofXiangzi,nowtheageissopeaceful.Andwehavebesteducation,technologyandenvironment.Moreover,therearenotsolderstorobyourrickshaw.Justsimplyfromthispoint,itisunreasonabletosaythatthesocietykillsdream.Butontheotherhand,competitionandthechaosofinformationarestillexist.However,underthesebadfactors,weallknowthereisstillpeoplewhoachievetheirdreamlikeMayun.Therefore,thesocietyfactorisnotthemainreasontokillourdream,itjustwillslightlyinfluenceourdream.Afterall,itisuniversallyacknowledgedthateveryagehaspeoplewhosedreamcometrue.Whyareourdreamslowlykilled?Second,othersfactoriscertainlyFromXiangzi’sstandpoint,aftertwicefailure,thedeadofHuniuandXiaofuzicertainlygiveXiangziaheavyblow.Addingthateveryoneinthatageisverycoldandjustknowhowtotakecarethemselves,wecouldsaythatitisXiangzi’simportantpeoplethatkillhisdream.Butifwewhollyputfaultsonthetwopeople,itseemstoofar-fetched.Inthesameway,frommodernstandpoint,parents,relativesandfriendsarenotthemainreasonthatkillsourdream.Afterall,therestillareparentswhoarewillingtosupposetotheirchildrendream.Andtherestillarechildrenwhocanreachonagreementwiththeirparentsbycommunicatingwiththeirparents.Asforfriends,aoldsayingsayswell:Lotusareoutofmudwithoutstain.Evenifwearesurroundedbyagroupofbadfriends,wealllearnfromlotus.Andontheotherhand,youwhollygetridofthesefriends,andsearchforhelpinthesociety.Nowadays,peoplethebesteducat