Dance Til the Stars Come Down From the Rafters

1、dance til the stars come down from the rafterstalks given from 1/1/80 to 31/1/80darshan diary31 chaptersyear published:unpublisheddance til the stars come down from the rafterschapter #1chapter title: none1 january 1980 pm in chuang tzu auditoriumarchive code: 8001015shorttitle: rafter01audio: novid

2、eo: nonote: this is an unedited tape transcript of an unpublished darshan diary, which has been copy-typed. it is for reference purposes only.(to susan) - this is your new name: ma nartano.nartano means dance and dance is the essential core of sannyas.i don't believe in renunciation, i believe i

3、n rejoicing. life should be a song, a dance, not sadness. the so-called saints have been too heavy, sad, sombre, and they have created an atmosphere of sadness all over the world. churches have become cemeteries, they are no more celebrations. even if celebrations are arranged, they are done in such

4、 a way that they lose the very quality of celebration. they become formal. they are no more fun, they are serious. holiness has become too identified with seriousness.my work is to destroy that identification totally. holiness should be wholeness, and wholeness is always a dancing state, a state whe

5、re the dancer disappears into the dance. dance your way to god. dance till the stars come down from the rafters. dance creates the fire in which all that is useless is burned, only the essential remains. dance creates the fire in which gold becomes purer and purer and purer, and ultimately only puri

6、ty is left.(to amy) - this is your new name: ma gito. gito means song. become a song. just a small song will do! good!(to helmut) - your name: swami helmut. helmut means courage, great courage. sannyas needs it. it is the most fundamental requirement because you will be moving from the known into th

7、e unknown, from the mind to no-mind, from the visible to the invisible.ordinary courage is not enough, total courage is needed. because one almost has to die, to die to the past so that the new can be born. it is a rebirth. but it can be managed, it is not impossible. we have the potential to do it.

8、existence requires of you only that which you can do; it never requires anything impossible, difficult, arduous, of course, but not impossible. it is tremendously paying. when one moves from the mind to no-mind one is passing through death deliberately. the thrill is immense and the surprise is infi

9、nite.for the first time one starts experiencing life in its utter beauty. that experience is god.(to mauro) - this is your name: swami anand mauro. anand means bliss. mauro means dark.bliss can be looked at in both ways, as light and dark, because it is both it is neither. it is light certainly, bec

10、ause there is great luminosity, and it is dark also, because there is great depth. that depth gives it darkness, but the darkness is luminous, that is its paradox. that darkness is full of light, that darkness is light itself.the same paradox persists in all religious experiences: death becomes eter

11、nal life, darkness becomes infinite light, matter becomes divine. because existence is basically one.darkness and light are two polarities of the same phenomenon. one has to learn to be blissful in both ways; one has to be blissful in life and one has to be blissful in death, blissful when one is su

12、cceeding and blissful when one is failing. when you are blissful irrespective of the situation, then only you are blissful.this is your name: ma iaia. it is a beautiful name. it means the creative heart.for centuries religion has been uncreative, because it was escapist, because it believed in renou

13、ncing the world; hence it could not be creative. it was afraid of beauty, it was afraid of form, it was afraid of everything. it knew only one way to reach god and that was slow suicide. it created a very suicidal humanity.my approach is just the opposite: god is not against life, god is life; god i

14、s not against beauty, god is the ultimate beauty. god is the very heart of existence and god is the creator. the only way to participate in his space is to create something. the creative person comes closest to god; not the worshipper, but the creator, not the people who go on doing religious ritual

15、s, but the people who sing, the people who make art, the people who paint; the musicians, the dancers, the scientists - all the people who in some way create.creativity to me is real worship. and when you are lost in your creativity you are in god, you pulsate with him, your being is in rhythm with

16、his being, and those are the moments of eternity. you transcend time, you enter into the deathless dimension.(to andrea) - your name: ma andrea. andrea means courage.what is courage? the most significant definition is the capacity to drop the familiar, the known, because that's what mind is; the

17、 familiar, the known, the past. and the moment you drop the past you open up to infinities. but man is afraid to be so open, man feels lost in that vast space.mind is a small thing. it feels cozy, warm. it is like a golden cage: it is beautiful, you can decorate it - and everybody tries to decorate

18、it. that's what our education is for: to decorate the golden cage and make it so beautiful that it becomes almost impossible for you to leave it. you start clinging to it. you forget that you have wings, that the whole sky is a challenge, that you have to go to the stars, that there is a long, l

19、ong journey ahead.hence my definition of courage is the capacity to drop the golden cage of the mind and to go into the unknown in spite of all the fears, in spite of the insecurity of it all. only that person who has that quality is religious. others are pretenders: christians, hindus, mohammedans

20、- all pretenders.(to izaba): - this is your name: swami izaba. izaba means the essential man.much is accidental, incidental. one's being hindu or christian, black or white, man or woman, poor or rich, educated or uneducated - these are all accidental things, not essential.the only thing that is

21、essential is awareness. and people are lost in the non-essential. they have become oblivious of the essential, they are ready to sell the essential for the non-essential. that's how everybody has sold his soul for the non-essential. that's how everybody has sold his soul and become soul-less

22、.sannyas is an effort to reclaim one's soul back. so from this moment awareness becomes your essential endeavor, your essential target. everything can be sacrificed for it but is cannot be sacrificed for anything.(to anne) - this is your name: ma anne. anne means grace.grace is spiritual beauty.

23、there is a beauty which can be described as physical. it is of the form, of the proportion, of the body. but physical beauty does not make a person necessarily beautiful, because a very ugly soul can exist in a very beautiful body. and it happens more often, because the people who have beautiful bod

24、ies don't care much about the soul; they are satisfied with the beautiful body. they have already 'got it' they feel, there is nothing else to achieve, god has given them enough, so they remain confined to the body, and deep down an ugly ungraceful soul exists.this is one of the problems

25、: when people fall in love with each other they fall in love with their physical beauty - naturally because that is apparent, you can see it. slowly, slowly, when you live together you start becoming aware of the inner. it needs a little intimacy, time, patience, different situations, different cont

26、exts, in which the inner can become revealed. and the moment the inner becomes revealed, problems arise; the honeymoon is over. then there is conflict and jealousy and domination, and all kinds of ugly things start surfacing.grace means inner beauty: the beauty of meditation, prayer, love compassion

27、. the contemporary mind is too concerned with the physical. there are many beauticians, hairdressers, and so much goes on in the name of physical beauty; almost seventy per cent industry in the world is concerned with the physical. and nobody seems to be concerned with the spiritual beauty. that'

28、;s exactly our concern.sannyas means an effort to create inner beauty, a beauty which is not of the body, not even of the mind, but of your consciousness. and this is the mystery: once your consciousness has grace, your whole body becomes beautiful, suffused with the inner. the inner starts filterin

29、g out of the physical, it starts radiating.there are two traditions about jesus. one tradition says he was very ugly, the other tradition says he was very beautiful. down the ages christians have been quarreling about what was actually the case, and they cannot decide. my feeling is that he was both

30、. he must have been physically ugly and then suddenly when the inner explosion happened, the grace started flowing though his ugly body, he must have looked beautiful, tremendously beautiful. so those who could not see the inner must have thought him ugly and those who could see the inner - his disc

31、iples, his followers, his lover, his friends - they thought him immensely beautiful.i don't see any contradiction because both can exist together. remember, the inner beauty has to be created - and to create it is the whole art of religion.(to julien) - this is your new name: swami sanatan. sana

32、tan means the eternal one.we are not born at our birth and we don't die at our death. birth and death are only episodes in our eternal journey. life has no beginning and no end - and to know this is to know god. there is no other god. to feel this eternal flow of life is to experience god, tao,

33、dhamma.as you become silent, as you go deeper into your being, slowly, slowly you start feeling that you are not the body, you are not the mind. they are such absolutely certain experiences, the certainty is so absolute that you cannot doubt it. you are the eternal hidden inside the temporal. the te

34、mporal is only like a house. we have changed many houses and we will change many houses.once this experience becomes settled all fear disappears, because death disappears - how can there be fear? all anxiety, anguish disappears, all tensions disappear; one becomes at rest. nothing can destroy you, i

35、t is impossible to destroy you.krishna in the gita says: fire cannot burn you, swords cannot kill you. when this becomes your experience, not just a belief, the life is tremendously relaxed, you are at home. then yon can one enjoy the dance, of the stars. only then can one participate in the dance o

36、f the stars, one can sing with the birds. then one has no personal problems at all. then one can become part of the universal. one knows one is part of the universal.(to jos) - this is your new name: swami puratan. puratan means the ancient one.nobody is new, all are very ancient pilgrims. we have a

37、lways been here - in different forms, in different bodies, doing different things, but we have been here and we are going to be here forever. there is no way for us to disappear from existence. nothing can be destroyed and nothing can be added to existence. existence is always exactly the same.now e

38、ven science accepts that we cannot destroy anything and we cannot add anything; only forms change. the river goes on, only waves change. sometimes there are big waves, sometimes small, sometimes no waves, but it is the same river. with waves, big waves, small waves, no waves, it is the same river.th

39、is insight takes you beyond time - and to go beyond time is to go beyond misery. to know the timeless is to enter into the world of bliss. your name will remind you again and again that you are the ancient one, the timeless one, the eternal one. so no need to be worried about small things, no need t

40、o be too concerned about mundane things; they come and go, you abide. remember that which abides, which never comes, never goes. that is god, and that is within you as it is within everybody else.(to peter) - this is your new name: swami gynodaya. gynodaya means the rise of true wisdom.knowledge is

41、easy and cheap. one can accumulate as much as one wants, one can borrow it from others. but wisdom is costly, very precious. one has to pay for it with great effort, awareness, meditativeness. nobody can give it to you and nobody can take it away from you. it is absolutely your individual effort tha

42、t will release your wisdom. it is there like a seed, but only like a seed. it has to be planted, nourished, nurtured, watered, taken care of - and that's what meditation is all about. slowly it starts growing. then you become a rose bush and many flowers come. the moment those flowers open up an

43、d your fragrance is released to the winds there is great joy - not only in you - the whole existence rejoices with you.whenever one person becomes enlightened, the whole of existence takes a step ahead.dance til the stars come down from the rafterschapter #2chapter title: none2 january 1980 pm in ch

44、uang tzu auditoriumarchive code: 8001025shorttitle: rafter02audio: novideo: nonote: this is an unedited tape transcript of an unpublished darshan diary, which has been copy-typed. it is for reference purposes only.(to zina) - your name: ma zina. zina is from persian. it simply means the feminine. it

45、 is significant, particularly in the search for truth. one has to be feminine. by feminine i mean receptive, open. one has to be a woman. by woman i mean just like a womb. whether one is male or female is irrelevant.unless one becomes a womb one never becomes pregnant with god. one cannot conquer go

46、d, one can't be aggressive - that is the sure way to fail. one can only surrender and allow god to happen. that's what the quality of being feminine really is. that is the essential core of meditation.(to regina-celia) - this is your name: ma regina celia. regina comes from latin; it means t

47、he queen. celia also comes from latin; it comes from a woman saint, cecilia, who was tortured, killed. but she went on singing while she was being tortured and killed. she died singing, hence she became the patron saint of music.both words are beautiful. everyone is born as a king or a queen, but we

48、 have to discover it. it is not apparent, not on the surface. it is hidden deep inside; our kingdom is there.and music is of immense importance for a sannyasin, because music is the most natural door to meditation. all other meditations are more artificial. music is natural because nature is full of

49、 music: the sound of running water and the wind passing through the trees and the birds singing and the bees humming. the whole of existence is a deep melody: one has to learn to listen to it.the way to listen to it is to be simply available, open, vulnerable, not thinking about it. thinking is a di

50、sturbance, a distraction. it is just listening without any thinking. then it penetrates to your very core and it can become the first glimpse of your inner kingdom. music can reveal the queen in you, music can confer queenship, kingship. it releases you from all kinds of bondage because it releases

51、you from mind and mind is the only prison there is.(to regina) - this is your name: ma regina. regina can have two meanings: one from latin, then it means the queen, the other from the teutonic, then it means purity. both meanings can be joined together. only purity will make you a queen, nothing el

52、se; not the riches of the world, not wealth, not political power. those are all ego trips and basically they keep you a beggar because you go on desiring more and more. that's what the state of a beggar is.the state of a king or a queen is when there is no desire left and that's exactly what

53、 purity is. when all desires are gone the gold is pure. when all the desires are gone the mind is gone, the ego is gone; there is noting which can make you impure any more. and that lotuslike purity, that innocence is divine, that's what gives you the first evidence of god, the first proof that

54、god is not only a concept bu a reality that permeates the whole.(to keith) - this is your name: swami keith. keith means wind.the life of a sannyasin can be most appropriately represented by the wind. it is freedom: freedom from all conditioning, freedom from all ideology, freedom from words, theori

55、es, freedom from min. one becomes just like the wind; then the whole sky is yours.ordinarily people are living in cages: hindu, mohammedan, christian, german, english, indian, communist, fascist, socialist, all kinds of cages - political, religious, social. a sannyasin has to come out of all prisons

56、 and be just like the wind. then all directions are your, the whole of existence is yours. and freedom is the highest value in life. there is nothing higher, more sacred than freedom.(to allan) - this is your name: swami allan. allan has two meanings; both are beautiful, significant. one is cheerful

57、ness and the other is harmony.harmony can be achieved only by the cheerful one. the sad person can never attain to harmony. misery means nothing but disharmony. when you are not in accord with yourself and with existence that is misery. when you are deep in accord within yourself and with the withou

58、t too, bliss arises.cheerfulness is a by-product of harmony and also a stepping stone towards harmony. one can either begin by being cheerful, and harmony is attained, or one can begin from the other end by being harmonious , and cheerfulness is attained, but both always happen together. you cannot

59、have one. the harmonious person is bound to be cheerful, overflowing with joy and the joyous person cannot be but harmonious.my effort here is to give you methods of both kinds. it sirs a few to start by being cheerful; those who are alert enough to snap out of their settled misery - which is just a mind-phenomenon, which is just like a dream, a nightmare. those who are capable of snapping our of it can start be being cheer