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1、Unit 7The MonsterDeems Taylor1 He was an undersized little man, with a head too big for his body a sickly littleman. His nerves were bad. He had skin trouble. It was agony for him to wear anything next to his skin coarser than silk. And he had delusions of grandeur.2 He was a monster of conceit. Nev
2、er for one minute did he look at the world or at people, except in relation to himself. He believed himself to be one of the greatest dramatists in the world, one of the greatest thinkers, and one of the greatest composers. To hear him talk, he was Shakespeare, and Beethoven, and Plato, rolled into
3、one. He was one of the most exhausting conversationalists that ever lived. Sometimes he was brilliant; sometimes he was maddeningly tiresome. But whether he was being brilliant or dull, he had one sole topic of conversation: himself. What he thought and what he did.3 He had a mania for being in the
4、right. The slightest hint of disagreement, from anyone, on the most trivial point, was enough to set him off on a harangue that might last for hours, in which he proved himself right in so many ways, and with such exhausting volubility, that in the end his hearer, stunned and deafened, would agree w
5、ith him, for the sake of peace.4 It never occurred to him that he and his doing were not of the most intense and fascinating interest to anyone with whom he came in contact. He had theories about almost any subject under the sun, including vegetarianism, the drama, politics, and music; and in suppor
6、t of these theories he wrote pamphlets, letters, books . thousands upon thousands of words, hundreds and hundreds of pages. He not only wrote these things, and published them usually at somebody else s expense buthe would sit and read them aloud, for hours, to his friends, and his family.5 He had th
7、e emotional stability of a six-year-old child. When he felt out of sorts, he would rave and stamp, or sink into suicidal gloom and talk darkly of going to the East to end his days as a Buddhist monk. Ten minutes later, when something pleased him he would rush out of doors and run around the garden,
8、or jump up and down off the sofa, or stand on his head. He could be grief-stricken over the death of a pet dog, and could be callous and heartless to a degree that would have made a Roman emperor shudder.6 He was almost innocent of any sense of responsibility. He was convinced thatthe world owed him
9、 a living. In support of this belief, he borrowed money from everybody who was good for a loan men, women, friends, or strangrse. He wrotebegging letters by the score, sometimes groveling without shame, at others loftily offering his intended benefactor the privilege of contributing to his support,
10、and being mortally offended if the recipient declined the honor.7 What money he could lay his hand on he spent like an Indian rajah. No one willever know certainly he never knows how much money he owed. We do knowthat his greatest benefactor gave him $6,000 to pay the most pressing of his debts in o
11、ne city, and a year later had to give him $16,000 to enable him to live in another city without being thrown into jail for debt.8 He was equally unscrupulous in other ways. An endless procession of women marched through his life. His first wife spent twenty years enduring and forgiving his infidelit
12、ies. His second wife had been the wife of his most devoted friend and admirer, from whom he stole her. And even while he was trying to persuade her to leave her first husband he was writing to a friend to inquire whether he could suggest some wealthy woman any wealthy woman whom he could marry for h
13、er money.9 He had a genius for making enemies. He would insult a man who disagreed with him about the weather. He would pull endless wires in order to meet some man who admired his work and was able and anxious to be of use to him and wouldproceed to make a mortal enemy of him with some idiotic and
14、wholly uncalled-for exhibitionof arrogance and bad manners. A character in one of his operas was acaricature of one of the most powerful music critics of his day. Not content with burlesquing him, he invited the critic to his house and read him the libretto aloud in front of his friends.10 The name
15、of this monster was Richard Wagner. Everything I have said about him you can find on record in newspapers, in police reports, in the testimony of people who knew him, in his own letters, between the lines of his autobiography.And the curious thing about this record is that it doesn t matter in the l
16、east.11 Because this undersized, sickly, disagreeable, fascinating little man was right allthe time, the joke was on us. He was one of the world s greatest dramatists; he was agreat thinker; he was one of the most stupendous musical geniuses that, up to now, the world has ever seen. The world did ow
17、e him a living. What if he did talk about himself all the time? If he talked about himself for twenty-four hours every day for the span of his life he would not have uttered half the number of words that othermen have spoken and written about him since his death.12 When you consider what he wrote th
18、irteen operas and music dramas, elevenof them still holding the stage, eight of them unquestionably worth ranking among the world s great music-doramatic masterpieces when you listen to what he wrote, the debts and heartaches that people had to endure from him don t seem much of aprice.13 What if he
19、 was faithless to his friends and to his wives? He had one mistress to whom he was faithful to the day of his death: Music. Not for a single moment did he ever compromise with what he believed, with what he dreamed. There is not a line of his music that could have been conceived by a little mind. Ev
20、en when he is dull, or downright bad, he is dull in the grand manner. Listening to his music, one does not forgive him for what he may or may not have been. It is not a matter of forgiveness. It is a matter of being dumb with wonder that his poor brain and body didn t burst under the torment of the
21、demon of creative energy that lived inside him, struggling, clawing, scratching to be released; tearing, shrieking at him to write the music that was in him. The miracle is that what he did in the little space of seventy years could have been done at all, even by a great genius. Is it any wonder he
22、had no time to be a man?畸人迪姆斯泰勒1 他是个大头小身体、病怏怏的矬子;成日神经兮兮,皮肤也有毛病。假使贴肉的地方不穿绫罗绸缎,他便痛苦至极。他还有自大妄想。2 他是个骄傲自大的畸人。除非他以自我为中心和出发点,否则他片刻都不拿正眼看这个世界,看这些世人。他认为自己是这世上最伟大的剧作家之一,最伟大的思想家之一,还是最伟大的作曲家之一。听他说话,人们感觉他集莎士比亚、贝多芬和柏拉图于一身。他是有史以来最能把听众搞得疲惫不堪的话痨之一。有时他妙语连珠,有时却又令人厌烦到无法忍受。但不管他出彩也罢,乏味也罢,他的话题只有一个:他自己 他自己的所思所为。3 他有种坚持自己一
23、贯正确的狂热。任何人只要有一丝半点的不同意见,即使再微不足道,也是够让他高谈阔论几个钟头,用他那十分累人的雄辩从多方面论证自己是正确的,结果是他的听众听得目瞪口呆,两耳震聋,为了息事宁人,只好顺从他。4 他从未意识到,那些与他来往的人对于他本人和他的所作所为并没有太大的兴趣。他对万事万物几乎都有自己的理论,包括素食主义、戏剧、 政治与音乐。为了支持这些理论他写下小册子、信件和书籍他写了千言万语,成百上千页。他不仅著书立说,还要刊行于世,而且往往不用他自掏腰包。他还正襟危坐,面对朋友和家人高声朗读这些作品,连续数小时而孜孜不倦。5 他的情感状态像6 岁小儿那样不稳定。身体不舒服时,他会暴跳如雷,
24、跺脚发泄;或是垂头丧气,痛不欲生,阴郁地表示他要远走东方,出家当和尚,终老一生。十分钟后,来了让他开心的事,他会冲出门去,在花园里奔跑打转,或在沙发上上蹦下跳,或者拿大顶。一只宠物小狗的死去会让他难过至极,但他的冷酷无情又足以令罗马暴君不寒而栗。6 他几乎一点责任感都没有,坚信世人就该供养他。为了支持这种信念,他从所有能借到钱的人那里借钱 男人,女人,朋友,甚至是陌生人。他大量写信求人家借钱给他,有时不知羞耻,低声下气,而有时却又傲慢地给他看上的施主授予资助他的特权。如果收信人拒绝接受帮助他的尊荣,他便大为光火。7 对于他仅有的一点点钱,他也挥霍无度,堪比印度的王公。从来没人知道 当然他自己也从来不知道 他到底欠了多少钱。我们能确证的是,对他最慷慨的施主给了他6,000美元来偿还他在某城市欠下的债务,解了他的燃眉之急;一年之后又不得不给他16,000 美元使他能在另一个城市混下去,免遭因债台高筑而被投入大牢的命运。8 其他方面他也一样肆无忌惮,寡廉鲜耻。无数女人在他生活中往来不绝。第一任妻子和他相处了20 年,不断忍受和原谅他的不忠。第二任妻子曾是他最忠实的朋友和仰慕者的前妻, 他还是将她据为己有。甚至在他劝说这个即将成为他第二任妻子的女人离开
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